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Recall original scene, I at that time really too getting young, realize Meng sacrifice and cost that the love was paid at all. Concern happy even critical moment in destiny for less than all one's life, unexpectedly I say all one's life most stupid a word: "That is impossible! " a? Meng Xiang is gaping! I explain we house on one house, we get married parents go where live in with perfect assurance still. Meng is looking at me fragrantly and a face with stunnedly, the tears throw into and appear for a moment. A scream of hers, bolt and leave sealing the face. I look at her fast figure that disappears, transfixed. a? fragrant parents and younger sister Meng come by chance in a couple of days. a? I " Pit-a-pat " Jump arbitrarily, material make thing. Two old men have affable attitude, draw the daily life with me after exchanging several sentences in polite formula, her younger sister ransacks the book liking being read in front of the bookshelf. a? in a mess in I, have attention with two old men talk at all. Parents of Xiang Meng have, mention I and thing during being fragrant Meng directly, afford to attack by innuendo just, should put energy and time in studying and working, can't talk love and delay future. I constantly nod, " moan " listlessly " Kazakhstan " Perfunctory. a? they ask me Meng fragrant to come to two days just leave, I shake the head. Her father says worriedly, Meng XiangTai is wilful. Her mother wants her father to go to the local police station to report a case quickly burning with impatiencely. " the click " that my tin, can't help . Parents such as her younger sister of a?,etc. have gone out to wash me and stretch the tongue, say her elder sister is so good with great emphasis, if I lead her elder sister into a trap, she will certainly kill me and pay with one's life, ran grinningly after finishing saying. I look at her figure, can't help breathing in a cool air upside down, fall on the bed like a pile of mud immediately. a? Meng Xiang's elder brother will keep a stiff face to rush into the bookstore in a couple of days, will leave away angrily after sight will be scrutinized in the room once indifferently. I but see him come back again violently when being not yet recovered from a fright. He disdains to have a look after entering the room I warn at one glance if his younger sister has met accident, I want to shoulder all responsibility. The speech, stalk off. a? Meng Xiang family come to the bookstore to look for her again and again, has caused great psychological pressure to me. A lot of persons who know me, inquire the ins and outs of the thing to the doorstep one after another, make me unusually awkward. Though some good intentions of household, I resent very much even tell others this repugnantly. Whenever ask about this in someone's good heart, I take care of about and speech not getting bored able to bear ing, it. Others have been snubbed to unavoidably misunderstand in front of me, the rumor unfavorable to me is getting more and more, the rumour rises from all around, talk about endlessly at one time. Those days I only see people whisper, the informal note one is reflected and talked in whispers, dying to let pieces of place hide, stand up, so as to not make adult's laughing stock, make a fool of oneself. I had only a thought at that time, found Meng Xiang as soon as possible, finished the emotion of the agony between us. Because the atmosphere of inhibiting that such people are nearly pushes me to the edge that collapse. I realized a superficial reason at that time: As to disabled person,to and fault,right and wrong, not choose and not give up,the getting less very in room for maneuver of successes and failures, orientation that can only be with own decision against one's will frequently. I am neurotic like the badly frightened person at that time to want to come now. a? so fragrant as to go home safely and sound finally in Meng. I am as if relieved of a heavy load after hearing the news, breathe a sigh of relief at long last. I begin to scrutinize and consider the relation between us again.